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System Architecture is a Bit About Paranoia
From OOM scenarios on my own VPS to Docker disk fires, why system architecture is a discipline that requires constant vigilance…
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That Meaningless Stress After a Deploy
I'm intimately familiar with the inexplicable tension and the 'what if' feeling that comes after a deploy. Its reasons, symptoms, and how I cope with it...
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The Psychology of Running Production on a Single VPS
Deploy fear, RAM-watching, waking up at night to check 'is it up?'. Sharing the emotional cost of keeping my own products alive on a single 7.6 GB box.
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The Emotional Weight of System Outages: An SRE's Nightmare
System outages aren't just a technical problem for an SRE — they're a serious emotional burden. In this post, we explore how to cope with these challenges…
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Imposter Syndrome in Critical Systems: The Architect's Inner War
Explore the battle critical-system architects fight with imposter syndrome and strategies to manage that inner war. Causes, effects, and ways forward.